The Fault - I

It all began with Adam and Eve.

But even before Man was created, it existed.

We are born in a Body which lends itself as an instrument of Evil, like a radio deliberately tuned and locked into the wrong station.

Anyone who has the privilege of experiencing YHWH's Salvation knows all too well that the Body does not bring forth anything Good.

The moment we are born into this world is the moment when we begin to invest our Life-force and energy in the construction of an identity which is rooted in a fault in our Body, the identity of Sin.

In a previous article, The Flaw, I have discussed this subject matter with you.

So, what happened to Adam and Eve that we, as their offspring, cannot help but grow into an identity of Evil?

Genesis relates to us that in their pure state Adam and Eve were perfect.

They did not have a Body which acted as a vessel for Evil, a Body with an expiration date set on it.

Their Bodies were a perfect extension of their Soul and Spirit, and as a result they had very clear communication with YHWH.

I venture to guess that they were able to enter different dimensions because although their Bodies were part of the physical dimension, they were not restricted to the bandwidth of physical Creation.

Yet something happened which changed all that, something which affected their DNA and locked them into the bandwidth of the physical Creation.

And Genesis makes it clear that this change occurred because Eve made the choice to go against YHWH's instructions and eat the fruit of the forbidden Tree, and Adam agreed with her.

Some may argue that this choice could not possibly have been made by Adam and Eve in their perfect state, because perfection cannot bring forth imperfection, so therefore they had to be made imperfect in order for them to display imperfection.

This latter statement is true, but it does not take into consideration how YHWH has defined the reality of this Creation or the elements which play a role in the manifestation of imperfection.

YHWH has designed His Creation with the deliberate possibility of displaying imperfection caused by the presence of the principle of Dualism.

The choices we make to rebel against YHWH would NEVER be possible if the paradigm of Dualism did not exist.

We make dualistic choices every day, and because of that, we have grown so accustomed to the presence of a possibility to rebel against YHWH that we have come to regard it as natural.

A reality where we can make choices, but not the choice to rebel, seems unnatural to us and a lack of freedom because of the fact that we are children of Dualism.

Yet, our very concept of freedom rests upon the way we view it through the lens of Dualism, and as such it is limited and distorted by this lens.

So, if Dualism as an internal reality could come into existence ONLY AFTER Adam and Eve made the choice to sin, then, and if Adam and Eve were created perfect in the image of YHWH, how could they have made the decision to sin?

How can perfection bring forth imperfection?
Had the Fallen Ones genetically modified their DNA so that their Body began to act as a vehicle for Evil?

The story in Genesis makes it clear that YHWH ties the downfall of Man and the corruption of his DNA to the one Tree which Adam was forbidden to eat from.

Was it a literal tree or a symbol for something else, like a 'genetic enhancement?

For all I know it may have been a literal tree, even though the story reads like an allegory.

If the DNA had been tampered with so that Adam and Eve became creatures of Sin, and if that altered DNA is a pre-requirement to cause Adam and Eve to become vehicles of Sin, then what is responsible for the rebellion of the Angels?

They did NOT have a Body like Adam and Eve, but no less than one third of them rebelled.

What caused them to make the choice to rebel, and thus operate the switch which turned them 'off' to YHWH, and 'on' to Evil?

First of all, to make it possible to rebel against YHWH, He needed to have created the provision which makes it possible to rebel against Him.

This provision is the principle of Dualism.

Dualism is like a software component for Creation, an instruction set created by an idea in YHWH's mind.

YHWH has created its definition, which is very simple: to manifest everything He is not.

YHWH did not activate this 'software component'.

Instead, He opened it up to be accessed by means of a choice to call upon this software component.

The activation of this principle so that it manifests as a living reality happens when we or the Angels transfer energy to the principle.

Now the question arises: how did YHWH open up this principle of Dualism to the Angels and to Man?

He did this by introducing it to our consciousness.

How did He implement this in the case of Adam and Eve?

He directed their attention to the Tree of the Knowledge of Good and Evil, and He forbade them to partake of it.

That is how YHWH introduced the dualistic 'NO' as a part of their consciousness.

The Angels in their perfect state had access to this particular component the moment YHWH introduced it to their consciousness in the same way as He introduced it to Adam and Eve.

Like Adam and Eve, the Angels knew beforehand what the implications would be for them if they would decide to activate the code.

But then the second question arises: if perfection cannot bring forth imperfection, then how can a perfect Creator create a principle which manifests imperfection?

After all, perfection cannot bring forth imperfection.

I suspect that this dilemma is what causes the Fallen Ones to consider the possibility that YHWH is therefore not perfect, and if He is not perfect it means that they have a chance in succeeding with their plans.

However, bear in mind that YHWH defines reality and how we experience reality.

He is visible in Creation, yet He also exists BEYOND Creation.

Imagine I want to do the impossible: I want to fight with myself, and kill myself, and yet live on.

This is not possible on my level of existence, but it becomes possible in a virtual software environment.

I simply create ten copies of myself, program them to go to fight against each other so that one ends up killing the other, until finally one copy remains standing in this world.

With the tool of my creation I made the impossible possible.

That is how the imperfection brought about by Dualism should be seen: it exists on the level of Creation, but NOT beyond.

Dualism does NOT exist as a reality on YHWH's level of existence.

It is a tool which YHWH designed with a specific purpose He has in mind, and the presence of this tool makes it possible for angels and man to choose to rebel against YHWH.

It was born as an idea in YHWH's mind.

Just as we can have impossible creative thoughts, in the far greater mind of our Creator He is able to conceive of impossible ideas, and turn them into a possibility.

It may seem as if the imperfection of Evil has been born from perfection, as if Evil is born from Good, but it started out as an idea which cannot exist in YHWH's ultimate reality.

So, imperfection did not come forth out of perfection, Evil was not born from Good, but it was the outcome of a principle which was born from an idea.

The idea turned into a design of a principle in a specially crafted environment, and the design was activated by those within the dualistic environment who made the choice to activate it, and the activation of the principle caused a reality of Evil within our realm to come into existence.

And that is how imperfection came into existence.

How many people wonder about Evil and how it came into existence?

YHWH explained to me what Evil is, how it came into existence, and how He is able to use Evil without being Evil.

Here on this blog I do my best to share this understanding with you, hoping it will trigger understanding in you.

So, YHWH created the 'code' which allowed for the manifestation of Evil on the level of Creation, which is like a multi-layered dream or a multi-layered hologram compared to the reality where YHWH exists.

He created it as an option, and thereby introduced the concept of the dualistic choice we and the Angels have at our disposal.

If you want a computer program to make a random choice, you first have to define the range of options to choose from.

This range of options on the level of Creation includes the dualistic choice to rebel against YHWH.

For Man and Angel YHWH has created the range of options, which includes the option to go against His instructions.

If an Angel would want to choose the option of Sin, it would require that this Angel goes AGAINST YHWH's instruction code with full consciousness of the consequences.

Since there is no compulsive pull on any Angel to sin, and Angels live in a state of perfect connectivity to YHWH, the act of Satanic rebellion requires that Angels go against what is natural to them.

So, what then causes one Angel to sin and the other not?

If Adam and Eve had a Body designed by YHWH, a Body without any presence of Evil or inclination towards Evil within it, what could possibly have caused them to make the choice to sin?

For Sin to hold any kind of attraction for Man or Angel, there must be something within us experiencing a pull on our attention, and in our perfect state that would not be possible.

The mere presence of the concept of 'NO', the instruction of YHWH to NOT do something, does not suffice as an explanation.

I asked YHWH about this, and He lighted up one word in my mind: curiosity.

Curiosity is something we ALL are given by our Creator.

From the earliest moment in Life we are curious to learn and discover, and it is this urge which is responsible for the fact that some of the Angels were drawn to explore the side which YHWH had warned against because of the devastating consequences.

I began to wonder what role curiosity played in the choice to sin, because in a perfect state of being curiosity still will not drive us to make the choice to sin.

Later that evening YHWH began to explain to me how this works, and it goes like this:

In the garden of Eden YHWH had created one Tree of the knowledge of Good and Evil.

This Tree is the symbol for Dualism, the 'software code' YHWH had created for the current phase of Creation which would be able to give birth to the existence of impossible polarities between 'what is', YHWH, next to 'what is not', Evil.

Then YHWH created the range of possibilities that Adam could choose from.

From ALL the trees in the garden Adam was allowed to eat, EXCEPT for the Tree of the knowledge of Good and Evil.

For if Adam would eat from that Tree he would surely die.

The moment YHWH pointed out this forbidden Tree to Adam was the moment Adam's focus of attention was fixed on that Tree.

Adam's attention was fixed on the forbidden.

You may remember how I have written previously in other articles that ANYTHING we give our attention to is something we energize by means of our focus, and this is how it becomes part of our reality.

The mere act of thinking about food or sex energizes the concept to the extent that your Body begins to respond and produce the urge to act out whatever you were thinking of.
The energy you gave to the creation of the thought extends itself in the Body and produces a physical reality of feelings in your Body which correspond to the thought.

When YHWH forbade Adam and Eve to eat from one particular Tree, the concept of this Tree became part of their consciousness and their reality, and thereby part of the palette of their activated options they could choose from.

This is how Dualism is linked to Man, and also the Angels: by YHWH issuing the commandment of 'NO', forbidding something and thus introducing the concept of the dualistic 'NO' (the linkto the 'I AM NOT') to our consciousness.

Because of this link between the existence of the concept of Dualism as an 'external' reality and their 'internal' mind, the concept became available for Adam and Eve.

Whereas they thusfar had known only options of the 'YES'-range, because YHWH entered the existence of the reality of 'NO' in their mind it now had become an option next to the 'YES'.

If YHWH had not forbidden anything, Adam and Eve could not have sinned, because Sin requires the awareness of the presence of 'NO', the presence of the option to go against YHWH's will.

The moment YHWH defined one particular Tree as off-limits, the awareness of Dualism entered Adam and Eve's mind, and that is where curiosity comes into play.

A former Angel whose curiosity got the upperhand of him decided to stir up the fire of curiosity in Man in order to obstruct YHWH and turn Man into a vehicle for his cause.

By using curiosity he could draw Adam's mind into Doubt, and Doubt was reversed Faith in the Dark side of Dualism forging a link between the Dark side and the doubter.
Thus the Fallen One would be able to pull Man out of YHWH's protection zone and turn him into a servant of his cause of creating the New Order of NO.

This former angel spoke about the Tree and the promises it held for Adam and Eve, and in doing so he directed Eve's full attention to this Tree, the concept of Dualism.

Because it received so much attention in Eve's mind, the Tree began to grow in eminence in the range of options she could choose from, since her act of giving attention to the existence of this Tree energized the awareness of the existence of this Tree.
Of course the Fallen One conveniently forgot to mention the fact that they would cut themselves off from YHWH and become his slaves.

Curiosity was the element which led her to wonder about the Forbidden, and the combination of curiosity and wondering about the object of the curiosity is a road leading up to the gateway into Doubt, the world of reversed Faith.

When they swayed and partook of the' forbidden fruit', Adam and Eve suddenly found themselves standing in the world of reversed Faith, the world of the 'I AM NOT', in spite of YHWH's warning.
From thereon their identity split in two as a result of their Spirit standing on one side, and their Bodies standing on the other side.
In the bridge between those two, -the Soul-, they experienced the turmoil caused by the concept of Dualism manifesting in a Spiritual identity vs. a Carnal identity.

Curiosity precedes Doubt.

Curiosity is what makes you turn your head towards the object of your attention, that which stands out in your field of consciousness.

What can cause something to stand out in your field of interest?

Is it not the thing which deviates, which is different?

Does not the patch of monochrome shades of grey stand out in a landscape of colors, drawing your attention to it and make you curious what exactly is causing it?

This is what happened when YHWH forbade Man to eat from the one Tree.

The thing which YHWH forbade stood out in contrast to all the other things which did not fit into the dualistic concept of being forbidden.

By issuing a command which forbade something, YHWH placed the dualistic concept into the field of consciousness of Man.

By placing this concept of the dualistic 'NO' in our consciousness, He installed a contrast into Man's consciousness, something which stood out from the rest, something which drew our attention and made us wonder.

And that curiosity was the first step on a dangerous path, a path which ended in no less than one third of the Angels giving themselves over to Evil as well as the entire human race being born in slavery, and it was this same curiosity which was part of the package that caused Adam and Eve to follow the example of the Fallen Ones.

So in a way we were set up to experience Dualism, but the choice to place our identity in Evil and the particular form Evil assumed in our experience was OUR responsibility and the responsibility of Angels.

Evil comes alive by means of our particular Sins which are related to choices we make, which in turn are related to our personality.

This is how Evil begets a certain shape and form: through the filter of our personality, and we are the ones energizing a particular form of Evil by means of the choices we make.

Considering the Sin of the Satan, YHWH's instruction may have been something like this:

'I am your Creator who made you and gave you great gifts that you might use them for the benefit of My Creation, but the moment you shall think in your heart, I am like YHWH and I can create an order in my own image, and you believe this and proceed to exalt yourself over and against Me in your heart, you shall surely cut yourself off from Me, and you shall become Evil, a living embodiment of everything 'I AM NOT', and because you will have become all that I am not, you will never be able to be part of Me again, because I AM.'

Of course I am paraphrasing this, but considering the Sin of the Satan YHWH must have given a warning along these lines.

In doing so He linked the mind of the Angels to the existence of the concept of Dualism, and thereby added the dualistic option for choice.

YHWH's stern warning of what would become of them if they would act against His instructions kept most of them from venturing into the forbidden zone.

Yet the first one to fall, and to whom had been given great beauty and many gifts, began to wonder.

He contemplated how he was able to bring forth designs of beauty which paralleled YHWH's beauty in Creation, and he began to wonder about the forbidden and the reason YHWH had issued the command.

And his curiosity led him to envision the possibility of creating an order after his own design, thus energizing the concept of 'NO' in his consciousness increasingly, until finally he made the choice to cross over.

But the choice to cross over into the forbidden zone was a choice which he only could have made if he went against everything which is natural to an Angel, and THAT in turn can only come about through constantly thinking about the concept of the forbidden and speculating about it.

I tried to illustrate this in the parable of the 'Box of NO'.

And this is how imperfection could be born from perfection: YHWH installed the element which allowed for the manifestation of imperfection in Creation, the principle of Dualism, into the field of consciousness of Man and Angel.

All He had to do to make the dualistic choice possible was to introduce the concept of 'NO' to the mind of Man and Angel.

He did so by forbidding something and warning for the consequences.

The prohibition issued by YHWH  created a link between man's consciousness and the possibility of 'NO', 'Anti-YHWH'.

Whatever proceeds from YHWH's mouth becomes a reality, so when He warns for the consequences of rebellion, that we will experience Death (being part of the 'I AM NOT', or Evil), then these consequences become a reality attached to the Sin of rebellion.
When we or the Angels sin, this reality of Evil (Death) becomes OUR reality.

Yes, YHWH is responsible for the presence of the code of Evil, but WE are responsible for the manifestation of Evil.

WE make it come alive, the ANGELS make it come alive, through the choices we make.

Evil serves the purpose of being a sculpting tool carving out who we are created to be, and our Life on Earth is the womb where our Souls can mature, like a cocoon from whence the butterfly will emerge.

Yet the package which accounts for the choice to sin is not yet complete.

In the next part I will explain this.