The Invisible Prison

If you take one drop of water and let it fall on someone's head, it will have no impact.

If you take several drops of water and let them fall one by one on someone's head, your test subject may get a bit wet.

But other than that the drops of water leave no lasting impression whatsoever.

If you take a drop of water and let it fall on someone's head, and you do this not for just an hour or even one day, but you continue to do that day in, day out, every ten seconds, the drops of water will slowly become a torture and even have the power to drive someone completely mad.

Not only that, but the spot where the drops fall will eventually become more sensitive so that the drops will become painful.

And if you then add the emotional trauma of having to endure the continuous dropping of water on that one spot, it will become unbearable.

The emotional conditioning together with the sore spot being targeted over and over again turn the drops into a mental and physical stress, a hammer we empower even more so through our emotional reaction.

The interval of the ten seconds between the falling drops becomes a torment in itself.

Within these ten seconds we anticipate the next drop in full knowledge of the torment it brings us, so that not only the falling drops of water but also the time intervals between the drops turn into one long continuous process of torture.

The stress of the constant drops of water falling on your head became an internal stress on your mind so that the external pain turned into an internal pain as well.

No longer are the single moments of the falling drops isolated instances of being tortured, but through our emotional response they reproduced themselves internally and became a constant torture without any pause.

External and internal no longer matter because it is all the same.

It is just one long string of pain, a chain around your ankle, a noose around your neck.

This is the one most prevailing strategy the Evil One uses against YHWH's own.

It is not just the obstruction, not just the plots and schemes, not just the running around in endless circles.

It is the constant repetition of specific patterns and forms of obstruction which become the drop, the tool by means of which the Evil One torments YHWH's own and tries to drive them mad, even to suicide.

He finds your weak spot, and continues to let his drops fall on that one spot over and over again until they have replicated themselves in your mind as a perpetuum mobile, a otrture machine fueled by your emotional reactions.

It is so cruel that I sometimes cannot help but wonder if coming here to Earth is really worth it.

Is that the wonderful human experience of Life here on Earth?

Does the perpetual abuse and torment of YHWH's own find compensation in the growth of the Soul as a result of going through the process, so much that we can say that in spite of the pain it was good?

The Bible tells us this is so, but sometimes my emotions make me wonder if there could not have been another way to accomplish the same result.

Is there no other way than to make us feel as if we are placed in a prison where we are tortured on a daily basis?

And once you begin to notice the repeating patterns of obstruction, and they continue to be part of your Life, and you notice the familiar reactions and expressions replicating themselves on the faces of different people, the image of the hitherto invisible prison becomes very clear to your mind as the patterns of abuse continue to pound on your Soul time and again.

You begin to notice the presence of guards watching you constantly, instructing the tormentors about what they should do and when they should do it.

You could not see them before, but as years go by you begin to sense their presence and you see the evidence of their interference.

And then you realize: they are trying to lock me up in a prison they built forever.

And from this prison we can see the beauty and potential good things Life has to offer and does indeed offer to others, yet when we reachout to grab hold of the good things, they somehow remain out of our reach, but always within the reach of the others.

As if an invisible dome has been placed over us which enables us to see and observe, but not to touch and feel.

It is out there for the ones who said 'Yes', and because you said 'No' and did not change your mind, you are placed under the dome, isolated, alienated.

And so they let the drops fall, stopping from time to time to ask us if we now are ready to say 'Yes'.

But we know in our hearts that we can NEVER say 'Yes'.

They know that.

It's just that the torment becomes worse when they make it seem as if there is an option on their table which allows us to have a Life in their domain, as if there is some hope for relief.

There is not, we know it, they know it.

It only adds to the torment.

It is as if we are under a curse, and somehow the curse follows us around wherever we go, whatever we do.

Yet we are supposed to be blessed and prosperous in everything we do, so how is that the ones who are cursed by their collaboration with Evil enjoy all the blessings and the ones who are blessed because they love YHWH suffer under the weight of curses?

Even Yahshua seemed to be followed around by curses, to the point where He was brutally tortured, maimed and killed, with full approval of the ones who preached the ways taught by Moses.

They even ridiculed Him as He hung suffering on the stake.

Truly this is a world of a reversed reality in all its ugly glory, a world where the Lie rules and holds up a false mirror representing the nature of the Lie.

In this mirror the blessed ones receive the reflection of the curse, and the cursed ones receive the reflection of the blessing.

The mirror reflects Good as Evil and Evil as Good, a complete reverse image of YHWH's mirror.

It is said that the loser blames everything on his circumstances and on others, but never on himself, and there is an element of Truth in that.

If you never are willing to face up to your own mistakes and faults, these flaws will shape your future so that you end up running in circles created by your denial.

We all make wrong decisions and have our character faults which can obstruct us, and an honest man or woman will always admit that and the role he/she plays in obstructions in Life.

But when you move forward and you hit a brick wall you did not build, and you go sideways and the same happens, and it repeats itself when you try to move back so that you keep running into that brick limit wherever you turn, then it is obvious that something has been put in your way to keep you from moving, something you have no control over.

The presence of the obstruction is a constant reminder that you cannot run, that your freedom has been tampered with and your walk is sabotaged.

It becomes impossible to deny the fact that someone built a wall around you, an invisible dome someone placed over you as if you are the main course on a cosmic dinner table.

The dome restricts and limits you on all sides.

You may try to climb up or to dig a tunnel beneath it, but when you do you notice that the enclosure seems to stretch into infinity, both up and down, and you realize that all your effort to dig that tunnel or to build that stairway is nothing but a waste of energy.

You seem to be trapped in a round bubble enveloping you on all sides.

That's the invisible prison the Evil One seeks to create for YHWH's own, and the more of a risk they pose for his empire, the more he seeks to isolate and torment them in order to render them harmless, and the more his target will be able to notice the presence of an invisible prison.

As if the invisible prison is not bad enough, the sense of isolation is made worse by the fact that whenever you try to communicate the presence of this prison to others who cannot see, they invariably think you are paranoid, blaming your misery on everything but yourself.

In their eyes you are to be pitied, if not for spouting crazy theories, then surely it is for your denial of your own faults, or for not trying hard enough, or for giving up when you should have persisted.

Anything but being an inmate in an invisible prison made by invisible Shadows who have nothing better to do than to monitor you and keep you as a lab rat locked in a cage in their laboratory.

So not only are you forced to observe the manipulation of your Life, how everything is engineered and manipulated by the Fallen Ones who apparently also are able to see the future and make sure they have their pawns ready for what is about to happen, you also cannot tell others about it because they will think you're nuts, even though you see clearly and you have experienced how Evil Spirits can and do migrate from Body to Body whenever they want to, making people say or do the exact same things without them even being aware of it.

You know it, the Shadows know it, but the others will think you lost your mind.

You sense how the watchers on the wall are having fun at your suffering in their experimental lab, not knowing how to escape, but being able to see how others are given freedom to enjoy the good things in Life which you are not allowed to have.

They love to vex you, sometimes in such an intense way that you begin to wonder if perhaps you have died and migrated to some sort of Purgatory without being aware of it.

They may ask you if now you are willing to say 'YES', maybe suggesting to you that there is a way out by destroying the entire prison, including yourself.

But you know that you cannot do that, it is not your Father's way.

And they KNOW Who your Father is, that is why they put you there and made you an object of ridicule and scorn, receiving mental beatings at their hands just for being who you are.

You are their dinner.

They want your blood, and if you will not give it to them freely, they will take it by force.

They want your consent so that they can own your Soul and use it for their pleasure, but you know you can never let them have that.

Your Soul is uniquely YOU, and to give your essence to your tormentors would not solve your problems, no, it would only make them worse.

And besides that, the last thing you want to do is to bestow favors on the ones who love to torment you.

It is always THEY who come to torment YHWH's own, not the other way round.

YHWH's children never go to them to make their Life miserable and enjoy their misery, no, THEY are the ones searching you out, and together with their pawns they get pleasure from your suffering, it gives them a boost of energy.

Your tears quench their thirst, your cries are their symphony, your agony is their hot tub, and your depression is their high.

What a horrible place to be, and yet we are here to grow and play our part.

And so, often I find myself asking, why?

Is there really no other way?

But I also know that our Father is faithful and true, and never allows us to be tormented beyond our ability to bear it.

Although I sometimes cannot help but wonder...Is there no other way?

But then He connects to my mind, speaking His words, and the suffering simply is not there anymore as if it never existed, and the prison turns out to be an illusion.

The Light of His presence chases the Shadows away, they are scared to Death by my Father.

I cannot fathom it, because there is nothing more precious than when He is near and I can enjoy His presence and bask in His Light.

But I suppose that is the downside to having made yourself a Shadow, your embrace of Darkness makes you fear the Light and run away from it.

Yet when the hour of Darkness returns, the prison is back as well.

So are the Shadow watchers on the wall, and I know they are up to no good.

Then it seems as if my Father's freedom was an illusion, though I know it is not.

The prison once again feels real, but I know it will only last until my Father steps in again and the prison is exposed for what it is: deception, an illusion kept in place by the workers of Darkness.

The prison is a Lie activated by the servants of the mirror of the Lie in this world.

Even though my depiction of Life on Earth for YHWH's children may depress your Spirit, I also want to point out the greater picture of your Life.

Yes, Life here is hard and you are hated by invisible forces beyond your control simply for being who you are, but you are not without protection, you are not alone in this.

Others like you suffer the same fate, and like you they are part of Heaven, your family in the truest sense of the word.

More importantly, you are not alone because our Heavenly Father watches over you ALL the time, sending out His Angels to protect you in ways far beyond your awareness.

If you only knew what they have done for you, if I only knew the things they did for me, we would feel ashamed of our complaints.

But you know, sometimes our pain drives us...

Life here can be hard, but it serves a very worthwhile purpose or otherwise YHWH would never have allowed it to happen.

I am sure Yahshua was not particularly looking forward to being tortured and hung upon a stake, suffering not only the physical pain but also the mental pain of being ridiculed and mocked as He was suffering.

But what did He say?

'Not My will but Thy will be done'.

He knew that our Heavenly Father has a purpose for everything, and if He deems it necessary for us to go through this valley of Shadows then it is a necessity for us to go through the process and trust our Heavenly Father.

I know the reply Job received may not be what you want to hear, it certainly is not what I wanted to hear, but it is the Truth.

If we lack the proper frame of reference that we might understand what it is like to be part of YHWH's new Creation, how is YHWH going to be able to explain to us what it is like and how our current Life is designed to make us ready for that?

The best He can do is to point out to us that He designed everything and that He knows exactly how everything fits together.

That is the reply He gave to Job, and what else can I do than to say the same words Job spoke to YHWH when he said, 'I have uttered what I did not understand, things too wonderful for me which I did not know', and like Job I trust because I love YHWH, and like Yahshua I say, 'Thy will be done'.

Because I trust in Him and I know that His will is Good.

Yes, I would rather see YHWH fulfill every single one of my prayers instantly and remove the Shadow Spirits who put me in an invisible prison rather than to hear YHWH's reply to Job and through Job to all His children. 

But I know that in this prison we are not alone, and I know YHWH knows infinitely more than I do, and that He loves me just as He loves every single one of His children.

So I trust Him.

Remember that you live in a reversed reality, so it may seem as if you are in a prison, but in the higher reality of Heaven the ones who created your prison, the Fallen Ones, are the ones living in a prison, not you.

You are set free, but because you live in a fallen Body your physical vision distorts what you see.

This Earth reality is the reality which projects the Lie of Evil and reverses everything in accordance with the nature of Evil.

The invisible prison we feel is but a manipulation, because we truly are free Spirits existing in a dimension where Shadows cannot follow.

But our physical interface gives the Shadows the means to project the illusion of a prison unto our Souls.

We MUST learn to see beyond it, even though we feel the pain and burden as if we ARE in a prison.

We MUST learn to stand back from our emotional response because it adds to our pain and becomes a motor which keeps the process of torment alive.

We MUST trust and believe, because as surely as I live, YHWH CANNOT lie, nor can He be Evil.

We are FREE, not inmates, we BELIEVE, we do not disbelieve, we TRUST, because we love, and we know we must endure, even though the way all too often is hard and difficult.

But we know His blessings are real, and although the Shadows may do their best to obstruct them and turn them into curses in this reversed reality, YHWH's blessings are our heritage and will overtake us.

The Shadows serve the false mirror of the Lie, and in this realm they have been given the power to implement that false mirror which reverses reality in accordance with the nature of the Lie.

Keep believing in YHWH's Truth, because soon He will come to destroy the false mirror, and all those who believed in its lies will be destroyed with it.

But those who love Truth will be vindicated and released from the prison of the Evil One.

Listen to what David had to say in Psalm 37:
'5  Commit your way to YHWH;

     trust in Him, and He will act.
6  He will bring forth your vindication as the light,
     and your right as the noonday.

 ...

39 The salvation of the righteous is from YHWH;
     He is their refuge in the time of trouble.
40 YHWH helps them and delivers them;
     He delivers them from the wicked, and saves them,
     because they take refuge in Him.'