Growing
up was entirely different from I thought it would be.
Somehow
I hoped that the things I saw as a child were just the result of my imagination
at work, that the idea of being surrounded by robots was just the outcome of my
fantasy and not real, and I hoped that the unfortunate brushes with the
Shadow world were nothing but bad luck.
Only,
those brushes kept popping up very frequently with such regular
intervals you could almost calculate a timetable predicting the next time when
the Shadows would be looming large in my world.
It felt
as if I was living on a clock with hours of happiness when I was left alone,
and hours of Darkness when I was targeted by others.
The
others could be my parents, they could be teachers, they could be 'friends' who
suddenly ganged up on me in order to beat me up and 'teach me a lesson'.
I did
not understand because I had not done anything wrong at all, and I had no clue
what the lesson was that they expected me to learn.
All I
could do was wonder why they suddenly decided to gang up on me, and what the
reason behind their collective attack might be.
I could
not figure out why they felt compelled to do so when I had not given them any
reason whatsoever.
It took
me years to understand that my wrong was simply the fact that I existed, and that
the lesson I needed to learn was that I
belonged to a different class of people, a slave class which served the purpose
to obliging the other class and serving them even if it involved suffering and giving up your Life for their benefit.
The
warning I received when I was a small kid was true: watch out for the robots,
because if they notice you are not like them, they will come at you and try to force you into
becoming like them.
Growing
older meant enduring mean attacks from others without reason.
I
existed, and when they noticed I was happy something in them drove them to
search for a way to disconnect me from my happiness so
that I might suffer.
That is
one other thing I noticed: when I suffered, they suddenly were happy and
friendly.
And I
did not understand that at all.
How
could anyone try to make another human being miserable, and then be happy
because you succeeded in making that person miserable?
That was
mean and very cruel, and not at all in my nature.
Slowly
but surely my Heavenly Father let all the pieces of the puzzle fall in place,
one by one, very gradually so that the resulting image I began to see would not be so
overwhelming that I could not bear to know the painful Truth.
So I
understand why people want to escape Truth: it is not pretty, it is not nice,
it is not beautiful.
Instead
the Truth about Life here is that it is an ugly existence where one species
preys upon another and stops at nothing to get the elixir they need from the
prey.
The
meanness and the hardship the robots inflict on the ones who are not robots
serves the purpose of conditioning the ones who are different, creating a
collective of mental pressures designed to kill the Soul and give rise to a polymer
robot acting out the conditioning mold because it has become his new implanted
identity.
After all, this world is the domain of the polymer people ruled by Shadows, and if you want to reap the material benefits and fit in you have to become a polymer too.
Yes,
there were two species, and because I grew up naively thinking that everybody
was like me and wanted nothing but the good for another person, I ended up
suffering whenever the ugly Truth showed me different picture of the reality I was part of.
There is
a species which loves to do Good and wants the best for everyone, a species
which revels in seeing others thrive and find their own place in Life.
Then
there is another species which hates Good and wants the best for themselves, a
species which revels in seeing the opposite species suffer and being dependent
on them.
One is
the species of the children of the Light, the other is the species of the
children of Darkness.
This was
exactly what our Heavenly Father told me when I just a small boy, that there is
a species which is like a robot and which wants to turn me into a robot too.
Even
within my own family.
It was a depressing moment on a very gloomy day, and later on I discarded it and no longer thought
about it.
Until the process of growing up led me to find the Truth of what I was told the hard way,
through personal experience, moments when the Shadows had reached into my Life
with their instruments of torture and made my Life miserable.
And
there were many moments.
Even to this day I am
still recovering from the onslaught, and quite frankly I don't think I will
ever fully recover in my Lifetime on Earth.
It has
crippled me, and there are days that I find it very hard to walk through Life
the way I was accustomed to when I was a youngster.
The
knowledge of what this world is and watching the proliferation of robots
everywhere, redefining their culture and imposing it in such a way that
there is hardly any room left for people like myself to breathe, all these
things in conjunction with the pain I carry with me often make it hard for me
to go through Life.
In these
difficult moments I cry out to my Heavenly Father because there is so much
Darkness pressing upon my Soul that it seems as if all the Light has been
blocked out and I have been imprisoned in Shadowland.
And this is exactly how I end up destroying Evil: by lifting up all the Darkness into my Father's Light through prayer.
Through prayer I end up destroying strongholds of the Prince of Darkness, through prayer my weakness and inadequacy are transformed into His strength and competence.
I have learned to lift up each moment of Darkness I encounter to my Heavenly Father, and He is One who destroys the Darkness.
That is how you become a real warrior in a polymer world: by turning your heart in prayer to YHWH, BELIEVING and not doubting for so much as a split second.
That is the way you become a vessel through which the Light of YHWH's Goodness shines in the Darkness of this Shadowland.
There
was something about the presence of Shadows which always made me feel sad whenever
they were near.
That is
why I loved being alone by myself since the Shadows mostly clung to people,
only to discover that whenever I sought to be alone the Shadows would bring
another obstruction on my path.
There is
an atmosphere attached to Evil which I simply cannot bear.
It makes
me feel sad and anxious, I sense there is something wrong.
It is
like a fog penetrating my bones with its coldness so deep that my Soul shivers, and
it is this icy coldness which I sense so much in daily Life.
The
Shadows attached themselves to people, but they also were present in buildings
and objects, which I found very strange since people were alive yet objects and
buildings were not.
But I
was able to detect their presence flawlessly, whether they were in a building
or attached to some object, because invariably their presence caused an
oppression in my Soul which made me feel sad and vexed.
I used
to wonder about it, whether it was just me and I was the problem,
or was it something else?
Gradually
I began to realize it was something beyond my control, a presence which I
simply could not endure, the presence of Evil.
When I
ask you why so few people are aware of the wickedness afoot, I do so because my heart is suffering from the presence of Evil in the world and how it abuses everything and everyone.
And when
I look at the world my hearts suffers more now than before, as if it is all
around me.
So I wonder
and I ask: how can you NOT see it, how can you NOT feel it?
Something
very wicked and Evil is afoot.
I
understand why people would want to turn their back to society and decide to
live a simple Life away from the turmoil of our grandiose ship of fake dreams.
They
sense it is a Lie, maybe even sensing that it is the Titanic which is bound to
run into that clump of ice drifting on the ocean of eternity.
They
sense that Life is not about being conditioned to climb up someone else's
ladder.
They
just want to enjoy the beauty of Life and perhaps contribute to that beauty
with the talents they are given, something which is far more noble than rubbing the back of the manager you imitate in the hope that he will recognize himself
in you and give you that promotion which gives you more power, more money.
Robots
like to live that way, real human beings do not.
But even
if you turn away from society, you are still facing the fabric of same world, a world
which is dying.
And it
is the Good in society that seems to be dying, because society has built on corruption
and wickedness and now there is full grown crop waiting to be harvested.
The
society we live in is scarred by Evil beyond recognition.
Only the
other day Merkel was chosen as person of the year by Time magazine.
With
Hitler, Obama and pope Franciscus preceding her it is only logical that she was
chosen and honored by Time magazine.
Time
magazine may have chosen to criticize Hitler in the past due to his aggression,
but it honors Merkel, the woman who willingly and knowingly set the doors of
her country wide open for Islamic immigrants, aware of the threats of ISIS that
they would send their troops into Europe with the hordes of Islamic immigrants.
Merkel
is not alone, the Dutch government and all the others do exactly the same
thing.
Have you
considered why they would deliberately leave the borders open knowing that ISIS
is sending troops their way?
It makes NO sense whatsoever from the perspective of common sense, and to say that all the leaders suddenly have gone mad or that they all lack backbone when it comes to dealing with Brussels simply is not very credible.
Imagine
yourself to be a wicked man living in a house with others.
You want
to dominate and control every member of the household, yet at the moment they will never accept that and reject your right to control every aspect of their Life.
So you
want them to GIVE you that right, ACKNOWLEDGE that you have a right to invade their privacy and take the necessary measures 'for their own Good', and the question is: how can you achieve that goal?
Yes,
that's right, you create a common threat, you leave the door of your house wide open
for intruders to come in even though they announced they will murder everyone in the house,
and when they have entered your house and start killing the members of your household you step
in.
The members of your household will even beg for you to step in and grant you every
authority you could possibly want because you are a strong man who carries a weapon, and suddenly you are the dictator of your
household with everyone's approval because they need your
protection.
Now
extrapolate this example to an international level, and you can see how our
political leaders are doing exactly what I just described.
Brussels
wants control, and they are putting the pieces together of the machinery which
will give the EU exactly that.
The
Financial Times reported recently that the EU wants to institute a border force
that will be responsible for guarding the outer European borders, even if a
nation protests against it.
This
means national sovereignty is eliminated by force in favor of the dictators of
Brussels, and how it would work to their advantage if a nation already has
stripped personal freedom and privacy because of the 'terror threat' (which
they helped to create).
Brussels
is making a very bold move and lets the mask slip even further, and it is shocking
to see the extent to which our political leaders are aiding and abetting a
bureaucratic dictatorship, putting their nations at risk, not caring if
innocent people get killed as long as the Brussels dictates are carried out.
They are
traitors of the worst kind.
Our
leaders are showing a Darkness to their character which
shocks the people not previously aware of it.
Yet YHWH
tells me it is He who is changing times and seasons so that the world is ready
to be judged.
It is He
who gives our leaders over to madness and treachery, it is He who uses them to
judge Evil in this world, and our nations which have embraced and instituted
the Lie will not escape the judgment.
YHWH is
acting on behalf of His own.
But we
will need His protection more than ever before.
Just the
other day Interpol, NATO and the EU had a meeting where it was concluded that
immigrants groups had succeeded in smuggling weapons and even 'weapons of
mass-destruction' into Europe.
I don't
think I need to discuss what it means.
With
open borders, who do you think are to be held responsible for the wave of
terror which will be unleashed upon us?
KNOWINGLY
and WILLINGLY without even the slightest pang of a conscience.
Consider
Brussels and how we subsidize huge salaries of people who destroy our nations
in return: are we not completely mad that we continue to send our money to
those unscrupulous callous traitors?
Truly,
this is a world gone mad.
Good is
ridiculed and portrayed as Evil, and Evil is in high-esteem and upheld as Good,
and those who work for the cause of Evil are lauded and given awards and money
while the ones who work for Good are cursed and counted as Evil, ridiculed and
deprived of funds.
YHWH's
own suffer in this polymer world, and the suffering has grown to such proportions
that our Heavenly Father will not put up with it anymore.
His own
sometimes wonder if their Heavenly Father has shut them out of His heart, because He seems to be deaf to
their pleas when they pray for help.
It is
not that He is deaf, it is that Evil has grown to such proportions in our world
that it controls everything in our society, and the Shadows use their Evil
powers against YHWH's own in every aspect of Life.
YHWH
knows, and He will not put up with it anymore.
His interference will turn the vessels of the Satan against themselves, and He will open up avenues for His own where no Shadow can block the advantages He will send to His own.
He is not deaf, but He hears and acts in His own way and according to His own timetable, creating ways of provision for His own in the Darkness of Shadowland without any Shadow being able to stand in His way and block His provision.
YHWH is acting on behalf of His own, setting the Evil in this world up for judgment.
That is
why the scenery is changing rapidly, that is why confusion takes hold of the
hearts of political leaders, that is why they are moved against each other.
The
course of time is changing, and time itself is speeding up, as if it
has come into a freefall just before is smashes into the ground.
Calamities
will pick up speed too, as one will follow upon the heels of another, and
before long different calamities will occur simultaneously.
Our
economy is not recovering, it is dying as well, kept alive by artificial means
just enough to give momentum to the ultimate solution of a closed one-world
economic system in which only the approved members can participate.
Consider the threat of terror created by our governments,
the ongoing economic crisis, the replacement of the native European population
by Islamic immigrants, the 'need for international measures to combat the cause
of climate changes', the concentration of power in the hands of a few, the
creation of the European Monetary Unit.
If you put one and one together you can see how all these elements point in one single
direction: the creation of a global power with the authority to regulate the
lives of the individual members of this large collective.
No, this
is not a conspiracy theory, it is what is happening all around us with the
evidence of what I write piling up on a daily basis.
Something
very Evil is afoot, and it's going to be a rough ride, a very rough ride.
By the way, yesterday I stumbled upon an old TV movie from 1984 on YouTube which is a nice illustration of what I wrote. It's 'Invitation to hell', directed by Wes Craven
ReplyDeleteUnlike many TV movies the story is not shallow and reveals the hidden Truth about society and what lurks behind the pretty veneer, and the acting is good as well.
The storytelling could have left the viewer more room for self-discovery as the plot continues, but it's a good TV movie nevertheless.