We are
actors.
We are
born into a play where so much pressure is put upon us that not only do we
learn the script by heart and compulsively act it out, we literally become the
role which was put upon us through the combined pressures of robot parents
within the family structure, robot teachers within the schools we are forced to
attend, corporations where robot managers bark and dominate the workplace, an
entrepreneurial climate which dictates the standards we are to conform to if we
want to stay alive as entrepreneurs.
If you want
to venture into the upper echelons of society you have to be willing to kill as
you have been killed, taking Souls as yours has been taken.
The
pressure is constant and demanding, even to the extent that we come to fully identify
with the standards, and the standards become us.
As you
go with the flow the flow becomes you and replaces you, and you become the
physical embodiment of the elements which contribute to the flow.
We were
born as free Spirits in a prison which seeks to enslave our Spirit to the
prison rules, so that our eternal free Spirit of the Light is transformed into
an eternal slave Spirit of the Darkness ruling the prison.
We live
our lives on the treadmills of our cages, and those who refuse to conform and fail
to internalize the identity of the role forced upon them become the misfits,
painfully aware of the cruelty of the system which prods them to run on the
treadmill.
And they
suffer, because they increasingly become aware of the deception and the cruelty
lurking behind every aspect of the stage and the actors upon it.
Some of
them find this so hard to bear they literally kill themselves.
That is
what hurts me most, to see kindred Spirits crushed by the Darkness to the
extent that it makes them kill themselves.
They
lost their freedom and found themselves unable to deal with the loss.
And who
of those who know freedom in their hearts can blame them?
It is
this misery Ii became aware of when I was just a child.
Already
on my first day in kindergarten, when the teacher tore up my drawing and told
me to draw exactly within the lines, I learned about the nature and cruelty of prison
Life on this planet the hard way.
I
learned the lesson my Creator taught me when I stood on a gloomy foggy day
observing the house I lived in as a small child, and I suddenly knew that I was
surrounded by robots, even within my own family, and I should be careful in how
I dealt with the robots lest they would turn against me and seek to transform
me into a robot like they were.
Throughout
my entire subsequent life it became painfully clear to what extent and in which
measure this entire realm was but a prison in disguise, a nightmare which had
trapped my Soul in a moment of Spiritual sleep so that it might impress its
nature upon me.
In this
nightmare Freedom is a threat.
Freedom
means being awake, and being awake releases you from the grip of the nightmare.
So,
within this nightmare Freedom had to be perverted so that slavery could pass as
Freedom.
As long
as the slaves remained intoxicated by the emotional slavery to the plethora of
false concepts of Freedom, the slave would remain asleep, bound in chains to
the world of the nightmare.
'Do as
thou wilt' became the rule embodying the highest epitome of Freedom.
Yet when
the will has been manipulated and shaped into the image of the manipulator,
then exercising this will can never result in freedom.
It
remains an extension of the one who pulls the strings and renders the concept
of acting in accordance with one's own will useless, a folly of self-deception.
The
fabricators of the nightmare train us to think according to conditioned
patterns, and they succeed because we are born into a Body which is an
extension of Man's fallen condition.
The
external slavery is internalized though our own
weaknesses, and succeeds through our identification with our indulgence of
those weaknesses.
Those
weaknesses become part of our identity, our role.
It is
impossible to be truly free without learning to identify with our Creator.
You can
always rebel against our Creator, but you can't rebel against the Devil,
because he becomes you and you become him through your slavery and your
acceptance of this slavery as your way of life, your personality.
I am not
referring to religion here, because religion is just the fashion show of the
Devil in disguise.
Freedom
is something you will acquire by attending church or a synagogue, no, that's
the opposite of freedom.
True freedom
is true personal freedom is freedom you find in your heart because your Spirit
made contact with the One Who embodies Freedom, the One Who created you and
against Whom you can rebel any time, any place.
In our
nightmarish play we are battered, slain in our Spirit so that it might be
broken and reconstructed in the image of the role identity which serves those
who lord it over us, drain us and exploit us.
Just as
the ideal of the New Order seeks to break the Old Order and repair it in the
image of the New Order, which is the order a certain group of select power
hungry psychopaths seek to establish for their own benefit.
Little
do they know that they too are exploited, just as we are, and they too will
share in the suffering.
Even the
labels of New Order and Old Order are expression of the deception which rules
our prison, because they make it seem as if they are two contradictory systems.
They are
not.
They are
one and the same system, the New Order being the full, blatant outright
manifestation of the character of the occult, secretive hidden powers which
manipulated the Old Order so that it might pave the way for the establishment
of the new blatant display of the Lie elevated to the highest standard
attainable to man.
Conform,
and you will thrive, rebel, and you will be destroyed.
We are
put through an ongoing series of psychological mind altering circumstances
varying in their degree of intensity, and because this is a gradual process we
fail to detect it at first.
We tend to
accept one after the other, until the pain of having so little of our true
identity left demands action from our Spirit.
Either
that, or we completely reject our Spirit and turn into full-fledged zombies.
As we
grow in our awareness, we see the extent to which we are abused by those we
trusted and who ought to have our best interest at heart, and we feel raped in
our Souls.
And
indeed we have been raped many times over, penetrated by Evil so that it might
place its seed within us.
True
education should draw out the qualities which are within so that unique
personalities can take shape and grow, yet in our nightmare Evil reversed
education so that it became the opposite of what true education is.
Education
in our nightmare became the pressure which teaches us to conform and adopt
roles which are not ours, it punishes us for not conforming and living up to
expectations, while conforming to the plastic roles and living up to
expectations are rewarded with high grades, bonus points, a bigger salary,
public esteem.
Education
here really is induction, a conditioning which reversed the original natural flow
of drawing out that which is within and turned it into an unnatural flow which
imposes the external upon the internal.
That
never worked and always will fail in the children of Freedom, and they go
through life carrying the pain of a sense of failure in their hearts, because
they failed to live up to the expectations of a cruel inhuman system and this
system made it all too clear to them that they failed.
The
cruel system reduces us to spiritual poverty suffering at the hands of
invisible tormentors acting through the system they created, whereas we could
be spiritually rich and contributing to the beauty in this world if only the
system of Evil were removed from the stage, and the veil hiding the
perpetrators were lifted so that they would be exposed to the entire world for
what they truly are.
We
cannot live like animals which were designed to let their identity be shaped in
the image of their environment.
We are
Spirits in a human interface with a unique human Soul, a Soul loaded with
specific talents which are designed to be energized through the Spirit, and the
Spirit is to receive its impetus from the living Source of all energy, YHWH.
We were
created to unfold from a natural flow from within.
What is
referred to as education in this nightmarish play of life on Earth has been
turned into the opposite: the flow is from the outside to the inside, creating
a deep conflict and a stress upon the mental and spiritual health.
The
processing power of our brains comes to stand in service of digesting and
recombining the input from this perverted unhealthy flow, and the result may
carry a semblance of intelligence, like
Obama, but it really is a plastic phony veneer (a robotic mask) which cannot
transcend the input it received.
True
intelligence flourishes as a result of understanding, which is like the Spirit
pouring Life into knowledge, and the
parameters by means of which this intelligence operates are limitless by their
very nature since they come from the input the Spirit gives.
YHWH is
Spirit and limitless, and that is why understanding coming from Him reflects
this limitless, transcending, living quality.
Seeking
to impose an external role upon the identity of the Spirit is like trying to
fit a square into a round hole: it cannot be done, even if you use a hammer.
And we get
hurt, because the system has a wide variety of hammers for this purpose.
If they
do not succeed in making us conform, they at least are capable of crippling us
and beating us into submission.
Because
we are Spirits it is the identity and the qualities of this Spirit which need
to be drawn out in order for an individual to flourish and be happy instead of
seeking to negate the Spirit by enforcing a straightjacket of an artificial
identity upon us which does not fit.
We all
conform to the pressures applied to us to varying degrees, but regardless of
the extent to which we conform, ALL the children of the Light, the children of
Freedom, have in common that we cannot continue to conform all of our Life.
There's
a time for all of us when the pain makes us sit up and pay attention, and learn
about the con-game which seeks to dupe our Soul
That is
the moment we venture back on the road in search of the Freedom we lost, and
that is when we become a liability in the system of queen Jezebel.
And she will
do her best to eliminate the threat we pose as vessels of Freedom and Light in
her prison of Darkness, because when others see in us the Freedom they also
lost, and the Light in us illuminates the chains around their ankles, they too
may want to be free and escape from Alcatraz.
Some do,
others have fallen in love with their chains to such a degree that they come to
hate the ones who reveal the true nature of their chains as tools which keep
them chained to the prison walls.
These
chains are not ornaments enhancing an abundantly rich and rewarding Life-style,
they are Freedom robbers tying us to an impoverished and imprisoned
Death-style.
Children
of the Light will never fit into the role they are forced to adopt, they are
incapable of keeping themselves fully immersed in this plastic identity, and as
such they will always be misfits in the prison system, aliens in a strange
land.
But
queen Jezebel cannot kill all of them, since they are her life insurance.
Killing
them would cause YHWH to act as her Destroyer, and if she wants to avoid that
she needs to make sure to keep at least a number of them alive in her prison.
Life
could be the most beautiful experience we could dream of, yet Evil turned it
into our worst nightmare.
Evil
takes away beauty and puts a misty haze over all the wonders of life, until all
we are left with is an implanted personality in a steel grey foggy landscape.
That is
where the current turmoil is leading up to through the destruction of the old,
even though it will never succeed in fully realizing its goals.
In
today's world we can observe how political leaders of our nations laugh at our
problems and make fun of us, while pretending to have our best interest at
heart.
They
rape our minds without a shred of remorse, and we are expected to accept it as
the ultimate blessing bestowed on us.
They lie
as they are expected to, and feed us with their perverse steady diet of lies.
They
expect us to sacrifice and sacrifice, yes, if they could get away with it they
even would demand us to give them our firstborn as a sign of loyalty and
devotion.
We are
ruled by psychopathic habitual liars devoid of conscience, yet they play their
role as philanthropists so well that they succeed in fooling the masses who
continue to give them their vote.
They
smile when they are expected to, they make laughing noises to create the
impression that they too have a sense of humor, they water their eyes to make
it look they are struck by grief like us, yet they are as cold and calculated
as perfect rectangular graves.
They are
moons, Lifeless barren surfaces which are always reflecting, always stone cold,
always dead and lifeless, the perfect extensions of a system which comes from
beyond the grave and seeks to devour our Souls into its ever hungry dark hole
of oblivion.
In their
callous frame of mind they now collectively collaborate to create a
sociological and ideological bomb in order to induce the need for drastic
methods of intervention in the minds of the victims this bomb will create.
If
creating fugitives aids their ambition, then they have no qualms about calling
the circumstances into life which give rise to the hordes of fugitives they
need for their goal.
Their
game is to manipulate circumstances so that the objective they have in mind
comes about as the result of manipulated circumstances and the way people and
politicians react to them.
They are
as cold and hard as ice, and their game of manipulation renders them invisible
as the shapers and movers of the setting of the play.
The
current influx hordes of Muslim fugitives is no coincidence, it has been
methodically calculated and designed to create the right kind of circumstances
which will allow them to increase their power and authority, and the psychological
pressures and manipulations will even make the public cry out for intervention no matter what the cost might be.
The
manipulative forces behind the turmoil designed to pave the way for the world
order they desire, one which will put them in the seat of monarchs ruling over
human cattle which is kept under strict control and supervision, are taking a
big risk.
They
create a turmoil with great risks attached to it, and even though they have
taken precautions to ensure they will end up on top in case things work out
differently, the risks involved may take a turn which they have not
anticipated, one which will reduce them to the status of the victims they
intend to create.
And that
is exactly what YHWH will do, so that in the end the victimizers become victims
of their own cruel game, and the victims
they created will turn into victors.
The path
leading up to this final victory is setting in, and the things poised to come
upon this world are beyond our imagination and will create so much confusion
that it will reduce some to a catatonic state where they simply shut off from
reality.
Imagine
an Armageddon on all fronts, a snowball
which constantly increases in size until it destroys all, an Armageddon which
entails the collapse of the financial system, the collapse of society, the
collapse of the traditional values you grew up with, the collapse of the
electronic information grid, the collapse of your sense of safety, the collapse
of government which suddenly shows you its cold tyrannical face, the collapse
of Medicare where your distrust of health professionals as extensions of the
pharmaceutical industry takes on another dimension when DNA-modifying medication
and procedures as well as the rise of 'better' genetically modified human
beings spread like a disease, environmental disasters unlike anything we have seen
before, the collapse of provisions you took for granted such as food and water,
aliens posing as our creators.
It will
turn into an Armageddon of the psyche as people find themselves unable to cope
with the change.
But as
we are stripped from the elements which are part of the external environment that
created the false identities, what remains but that which we truly are within?
That is
when the difference between the conformists and the children of the Light will become
very apparent, because the children of the Light will still have their identity
intact as others lose it all and open up like never before to a new kind of
programming.
That
which was seen as a weakness in the children of the Light will show itself to
be their strength as they find Freedom and their true identity when others lose
theirs and embrace the shackles of queen Jezebel.
We who
suffer, we who are aliens to the dream, we who became misfits by virtue of our
incapability to adopt and identify with the lies which were told to us, we only
have one way out, and ironically it is the very pain of becoming aware of the
true nature of Life which serves to drive us to our way out.
Our way
out is to be found only in the ultimate Freedom Fighter, the One Who never
conformed, and that is Yahshua.
I know,
it is an anti-climax to some, that after everything I wrote I write something
which reeks so much of having conformed to a religion.
I have
not.
Maybe
you expected some deep philosophical wisdom, some advice on how a particular meditation
exercise can lead you back to freedom, but it is the choice of our Creator to
give the answer incorporated in the name of one Man, Yahshua.
It is
when you believe in His words and seek the presence of your Heavenly Father
that you are on your way back to Freedom.
Faith is
the key, the action which is required on your part.
By Faith
the power of the Spirit is activated through you to the extent that you are
able to influence and even shape reality.
Freedom
is found in turning our hearts to our Creator and learning to stand back from
our own thoughts, feeling and emotions, giving them over to the authority of
our Creator.
No, not
religion, not mumbling pre-fabricated plastic prayers, no hocus pocus of using
the right religious formula, but rather a Breath of Freshness within our Souls,
a Breath Which comes from our Creator as He breathes His freedom-giving Life-bringing
Spirit in us, and identifying with that Breath as OUR Breath, OUR identity.
Belief
is being sealed into the creating flow of our Creator, being restored to the
free individual you were created to be.